Whether or not humans choose to believe their own false ideas and vain imaginings that tell them there is no God and nobody has a soul, reality exists otherwise.
I do believe in God and that everyone has a soul. Therefore I cannot form a coherent or comprehensive view of myself without considering what this means to me. Today I created another ‘page’ attached to a heading tab at the top of this blog simply called — GOD LOVE.
Being so abused from the time I was born that I could not begin to conceptualize what love might be, or even that it actually existed, has made certain aspects of my living and my healing journey complicated in regard to love. I may never know in this lifetime in my conscious mind what love is. That does not stop me from questing for that understanding.
I wrote a post today that is attached to GOD LOVE. In it I describe as clearly as I now understand it at my age of 60 what ‘being’ Mother’s ‘devil child’ was about and what it did to me by the time I was 17. I also describe a bit about my soul’s journey through those years of abuse and out into the world I entered when I left home. SEE: *CHILD ABUSE AND THE JOURNEY OF MY SOUL
I will welcome all ‘reasonable’ comments to anything I write at GOD LOVE at the same time I reserve all rights to NOT post what I am not comfortable with and to edit what I do post if that feels comfortable. Those pages are about comfort, something I new NOTHING about the first 18 years of my life and something I will probably never completely understand while I life on this earth in my trauma-changed body.
I also posted the contents of a soul-related talk by an expert on the subject that I consider most important at *NO MATTER WHAT – HAVE NO ENEMY. There is nothing in those words that gives me spiritual permission — or any other kind of permission — to think ill of anyone, including my parents.
This new section and my collection of writings over there are necessary for me at this point in my healing journey because it is my soul that in-formed me as a child. It is my soul that brought me through those horrendous years of insane abuse. It is spiritual assistance from God’s unseen realms that protected me from death and disintegration through my difficult first years of life as a soul.
It is my hope that forever in this lifetime I will seek truth, and that forever after my mortal body parts ways with my soul upon my physical death that I will do the same. I pray to God to teach me love.