+LITTLE MATTERS (of the day)


Monday, February 20, 2017.

A movie my friend recommended –about kindness — I have not yet watched this — but I will —


A place on this blog for some of my autism awareness writings are — very slowly — accumulating — (so it seems) —  there is a page posted here of some of my thoughts today (including my thinking….  looking backward at my entire life, it is possible that within autism = we are designed to live in a beautiful, peaceful world.  That’s who we are.  We do not adapt to (dare I say) the kind of CRAP that others DO adapt to — because they can….  Autism does not allow for “learning” to do that — perhaps this “learning to adapt” can be taught as in mimic….)




I have been blessed to meet a wonderful woman in town who has a weaving/spinning store four blocks from my house here.  She has so kindly inspired me to weave again.  So, I have been weaving — a tapestry — first one in over 35 years.  The craft is IN me, a part of me — it was “right here” when I picked this up again.  That amazing me.  Working body memory — combined with a certain kind of talent.

I have also ordered two fine fleece to spin!  They have not arrived yet.  They are expensive on my budget – and shipping costs are AWFUL!  But this will be cheaper, to spin my own yarn for weaving, than it would be to buy it.

That’s why I quit weaving in the first place.  It costs money.  And nobody wants to PAY for finished products.


This weaving now — has some geometrics (this is, after all, a kind of “sampler” to get back in the flow of the craft) — and it evolved into two trees — one on left is a fall tree — one on the right is a thriving green leaf tree — leaving things behind — transitions — old life leaving — to return or be born again newly…. transformation…..


more later!!  thanks for stopping by!!


This is one of the excellent autism videos —


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Here is my first book out in ebook format as it provides an outline of the conditions of my malevolent childhood.  Click here to view or purchase–

Story Without Words:  How Did Child Abuse Break My Mother?

It lists for $2.99 and can be read by Amazon Prime customers without charge.  A daring book – for daring readers – about a really tough subject.


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